Mrs / Maryse Augustin (Grandmother)
Darling Jiji,
Today ,we planted you a garden I hope you like your pretty flowers they remind
me of your smile. Oh pretty girl I miss you so. I am trying so hard to be strong but finding not so easy. Pray for me my love because I know that  God answers prayers from his angels. 3 months since you got your wings my baby it seems that time has stood still. Jiji I love you with all that I am.

Love and lot of kisses,

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Little Princess Pretty Girl  / Mama To Anjelique

How is it that it's been 3 months since I held you in my arms.. 3 months since I saw you smile.. 3 months since I kissed you.. Now its 3 months of tears, 3 months of imagining what you would have looked like.. 3 months of praying, 3 months of trying to make sense of this. 3 months of needing you.. 3 months of holding your brothers so they may understand its his will.. 3 months in heaven longer then what you were with me..
How my heart aches for you..though I am trying so hard to be strong.. for I know you wouldn't approve of mama being sad... I remember when I would just look at you in awe you would look back at me with those beautiful eyes and smile and it would just make me smile... How I miss that so much.. How we would dance in the living room and we would have our long talks that none of the boys knew... Oh my Princess I know you are in our Lord's grace and are looking down at us...but I miss you so much and they say this pain gets easier to deal with well my pain just seems to get deeper and I just pray for the Lord to give me strength because sometimes I feel as it wants to overtake me.. but then I remember your smile or Isaac will come and tell me Mama I like you..(smile) and I can keep going... Oh Princess how I miss you so much,, there are no words that I could ever rwrite to let you know what mama is feeling inside.. But I know you feel my Love.. 
Today we will go and plant you flowers and I hope you like them... and also we release some balloons for you.. Ram wrote you a note so we can send it off to you as well.. He misses you so much too.. He told me you were in his dreams the night before last.. I know that made him happy.. so thank you sweetheart.. 
Send your daddy some kisses because he misses you too my little Princess.. Know that we lov you and are trying to make you proud of us here....

I wrote you a little poem last night...


3 months in Heaven.. You must know your way around now…

You must be crawling around the clouds.. How I wish I could see that…

How your curls must be so perfect… I hope they put a pretty bow in it..

I hope you have got the kisses I send everyday so your cheeks are rosy pink…

I miss you Princess Pretty Girl…how that smile lives in my Heart

Short and to the point my little one… Just remember…

I’ll Love you Forever

I’ll Like you For Always

As Long as I’m Living

My Baby You’ll Be….

 REMEMBER  MAMA LOVES YOU ANJELIQUE****
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Blurried Vision  / C.K. Augustin (Anjie's Daddy )

My Darling Little girl three months have blurred by while it has seemed time has stood still I think of you with every free thought with your pictures all around me you would have been just a couple of weeks away from being six months old you would of been ancient you would of been crawling calling out for your mother and I .   Anjie I know your around us and I wait too see you in my dreams when I get a chance to dream just to call out your name and to see that beautiful smile from start to finish. I would of loved to be feeding you right now your cereal mixed with your fruits all the things I loved to do with your brother Isaac I am going to miss out with you and even though I understand about it's God's will and everything happens for a reason I still feel it's unfair and I've been cheated and that could just be selfishness not everybody has been graced of not just being in the presence of an Angel but being involved in their Life Anjelique, give your mom strength and watch over her and your brothers and give me the will to do the things I need to do and acomplish the goals I want I LOVE YOU.... I can never say that enough make sure you get the keys to those gates and hold them for me I'm gonna try my best and get there and when I do open up so I can run in and hold you in Imortal embrace speak to you soon My Angel

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Helpless... / Sara Augustin (Luckiest Aunt on Earth )
Tomorrow makes 3 months since my angel passed and went to heaven. I know my sanity might not survive tomorrow because I haven't been to her grave since her burial. I've been too afraid to go. Afraid I'd relive everything. It's been pointless anyway because I still do relive it in my mind. I know she knows that I miss her and constantly think of her but I know she's sad I haven't visited her I hope she knows it's not because I've forgotten her, but because it hurts too much. I can sometimes pretend for little intervals of time that she's still here but then something simple like opening my phone to call someone will snap it and me back into reality and she will go back to being an angel in heaven. I wish I could help your Mom and Dad thru this Anjie and your big brother Ram they miss you so so so so so much! Probably more than me. I wish I could help heal them or help let them know your watching over them and that your alright. If you can find a way for me to help please let me know. I'm so so tired of being helpless. I try and be happy for the family hoping that they will feel less guilty and sad for being happy even though your gone but I don't think it's working. Please send some angel dust down and help make them if not happy again at least less hurt, less in pain. I miss you princess. I love you with all my heart. Te amo para mi vida mi corazon Close

Happy 4th of July  / Dianne~Mom Of Angel Nicholas White

Thinking of your precious angel  Anjelique and your loving family this weekend. 

Lots of Hugs,
Dianne

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Tomorrow / Mama To Anjelique
Oh my Sweet Girl.. Tomorrow is gonna be a tough day for Mama.. but I'm hoping it wouldn't be too bad.. We are gonna go to the hospital  you were in for a memorial service mass for you and other little angels... It helps a bit because I will dropping off the boxes for the memory group so that will help.. Also today A very wonderful nurse came to visit us here and she was so nice.. She saw your room and all your pictures.. I LOVE YOU MY SWEET PRETTY GIRL..  Well my love this is a short note because we are headed to the flower shop to get the prettiest one they have for you for tomorrow but never short even to say I LOVE YOU MY PRINCESS!!! Close

How Times Flies  / Mama To Princess Anjelique

How times flies my Love.. Everyone seems busy around me.. 
Summer is upon us.. and all the kids are playing.. 
I am trying to go along with everyone..but inside it seems as everything is slow motion.. 
I look at your room and image you there.. and wonder what would be your fav. flavor of baby food...  How big you would have been. your pretty curls would have grown in more... 
Yet even if all this sometimes makes Mama sad.. I have some comfort to know that you are safe and are watching us from above.. But I wish it was me watching you and not the other way around... Watching you play with your brothers.. and seeing you be in awe of the everything around you... maybe by now you would have learned to wave, and would have tried to say MA MA or I would have taken DA DA..
Princess Mama is trying but it's days like today that are soo hard.. Hmm double little stabs in my heart today for its Friday again and today you would have turned 5 months.. I miss you more then words could ever say..I LOVE YOU MY PRINCESS.. 
With every stroke that I paint those memory boxes I paint thinking of you.. and I hope that just like my Anjie box those boxes mean a lot to whoever recieves them.. I'm gonna go now because Ram has to wake up now for his last day of school today..I LOVE YOU MY LITTLE ONE.. 
I send you a Million Kisses so at least one may reach you in Heaven....

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SWEET GIRL...  / Mama To Anjie

OH My Pretty Girl.. Mama misses you so much..  I hope your proud of Mama I'm doing good with the Memory Boxes(SMILE) and I hope I can con't. to help other Mamas....My sweet Girl I want you to know that there is not a moment in the day that you are not in my thoughts.. Your daddy told me they finally have your Pretty Plaque ready for you.. Once that is done I want to go plant you some flowers so you will have them all around you...Your brothers miss you a lot too mami.. WE LOVE YOU LITTLE GIRL.. I send you a million kisses so at least one may reach you in Heaven... TE QUIERO MUCHO MI NINA LINDA....

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My prayers go to you....  / Lauri (MommyofAngel Landyn Crase )

What a precious baby gurl!! She is beautiful..I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers...You gained ur angel wings the same day my son did. We may always wonder why everything went the way it did...But we may never know. But what we do know, is that we were touched by a Angel. Im sure you and my son Landyn are playing in the Lords playground. Keep mommy strong.

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I send my Love  / Vanessa Vilson (long time friend of the Augustin family )
To the family,

Words can't explain how deeply saddened i am to hear of your loss.  Anjie was a beautiful, precious little darling of a girl.  I'll keep her memory very close to my heart.  What gives me comfort is the fact that this little angel is looking down on all of you smiling because you as a family, as a strong collective force, have so much love in you.  I've known you all for quite a while. Maryse has always been my 2nd mother, Chris, the older brother I've never had, and Nat, Stephi, and Sara, my beautiful sisters. You are all in my prayers.

To Anjie's mom,

Although we never met, I consider you my sister as well.  I can't begin to imagine how you feel.  The love of a mother to a child is indescribable.  You are so amazing!  I keep you in my prayers.

I love you all!
-Vanessa

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Just thinking about you  / Renee Cox (mommy's friend )


















Hello Elizabeth, Just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you and your family. I hope you find some peace as you go through another Friday. Sweet Anjelique, please give my Kennedi a big hug and kiss for me, and tell her that I love her. One more thing Anjelique, please send hugs and kisses to you mommy and daddy -- they miss you so much!!!!!!


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Sweet Angel  / Dianne White Mom Of Angel Nicholas


I am so sorry of your loss of your darling angel. She will be waiting for you in Heaven's Playground dancing and singing with our angels. Until then you have an angel watching over you.
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Precious Baby  / Brenda Clark (Grief group-HHH )
Looking at the pictures of your beautiful baby bought many emotions for me. I could see how she was so loved and cherish. Anjelique has the most beautiful smile that you can tell she is a special angel in heaven now with all of our children. I'm so sorry for your loss, but yes you were blessed to have known this angel of Gods even for such a short time.
Blessings and Love,
Brenda Clark
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Mrs / Maryse Augustin (Grandmother)
Oh Darling the ME report came in today and told me what I had already known that you were perfect in every way. The Lord sent you to us for a purpose for everyone who'd seen you and held you came away with the same feeling "This child epitomizes "LOVE" thank you for that. Today is the feast of St Anthony of Padua your father's patron Saint is also known as the miracle worker so my love ask for a miracle for Mom & Dad  and keep praying with us.  I thank the Lord for his graces, his mercies for allowing this family to have the priviledge of holding an angel.
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OH MY Little Princess  / Mama To Anjelique
Oh my beautiful little Girl.. OH MY PRINCESS.. Now we have recieved your ME Report.. A perfect little girl who had NOTHING WRONG..
Cause of Death: Natural- SIDS


OH my Angel.. How blessed Mama is to have held and have the honor of loving you.. My heart is so full of love for you my Princess.. My angel I love you so much.. Baby Mama started making Memory Boxes for Mama's like me .. I hope to make you proud.. OH PRINCESS I miss you but I BELIEVE MY LOVE I BELIEVE and I know the Lord sent you to me for a very beautiful reason.. Just remember PLEASE Mama's tears are because of all the Love that over flows from my heart..

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I'LL LIKE YOU FOR ALWAYS
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Pretty Girl  / Mama To Anjie

Sweet Girl.. Just a little note from Mama's heart.. Send hugs to Grandma today.. I love you my Princess.. I send you a million kisses so at least one will reach you in Heaven......

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another angel spreads her wings  / Denise Kirkpatrick (another angel mom.. )
Only God could take care of a child like a mother could. What a pretty angel. It is unimaginable losing a child, I know, I lost my Kelly at age 21 to leukemia, my angel, my friend, my daughter. I bet your baby was already and angel when she arrived. We have to know they are good, and so very well taken care of. Thoughts go out to you. Denise Kirkpatrick Close

SWEET PRETTY GIRL  / Mama To Anjelique

OH My Love I sit here in front of the computer at 4:30 am in the morning I couldn't sleep right.. OH My beautiful love today you have been in Our Lord's Grace for 2 months it still seems like a dream.. OH MY LOVE... I wrote this poem  yesterday... 

Yes Again me but the only way to feel better is to release this anguish on paper
I know many may read this and say OH MAN unfortunate mother… but don’t feel sorry for me
For I have the honor of Loving my Anjie.. She was an angel and not just because she was my child..
But because she brought to me something I thought I already had in my Life.. And that is God..


So it may sound outrageous and you might think that I am losing my mind.. That I am just saying this because the grief makes me call on him more then anyone right now.. But my heart feels different even with this pain inside… It is our Lord trying to comfort me even if I sometimes don’t believe this throbbing will ever stop escalating..

I think of all the what it’s and the what could have been, but then I think of all the mother’s who didn’t have what I did.. I was able to see her smile and was able to hold her and tell her so she would know that OH MAMA TRULY LOVES HER SO… I think of all the mother’s who’s babies were born into this world with their soul already in our Lord’s arms and the only way they were able to hear those words are from Heaven…

I am thankful for my princess and ask the Lord each night to give her kiss for me, for all I wish is that my princess be happy and at peace and that she knows even though Mama is hurting it is only because of all the Love that grows each second for her as it does for her brothers here..

You may read this or maybe not and think How sad a mother without her baby.. But in a way that is not true for she will always be my little girl and though she is not in my arms she is somewhere she will and can not leave… MY HEART…


I LOVE YOU ANJELIQUE*****




Oh My princess we all miss you soo much.. As I always say I send you a million kisses so at  least one may reach you in heaven...



I LOVE YOU FOREVER
I"LL LIKE YOU FOR ALWAYS
AS LONG AS I"M LIVING
MY BABY YOU"LL BE......

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~An Angel in Heaven~  / Cheryl Armore (Mother to Precious Angel John Armore )

You are so beautiful,little Anjelique~Play with all of the other Baby Angels and Rest in Jesus' Loving Arms~He will rock you in his heavenly rocking chairSweet Dreams, Sweet Angel~XOXO~Cheryl Armore

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I am so sorry  / Loni Wendt (Angel Mom )
I am so sorry for your loss. Anjelique is such a precious little angel. Thank you for sharing her with us. Know that she is always with you, watching over you and sending you her love. God bless you. Close